I love Fenton.
I'm making so many new friends.
I love it so much.
Life is beautiful.

I LOVE this song.
If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember



And hey darling,
I hope you're good tonight.
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah, I want it but no I don't need it,
Tell me something sweet to get me by,
'Cause I can't come back home 'till they're singing

Laa, la la la, la la la,
'Till everyone is singing.
If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last,
Laa laa laa
If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past,
Well, it might be for the best.

[Girl]
And hey sweetie,
Well I need you here tonight,
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving me,
Yeah you want it but I can't help it,
I just feel complete when you're by my side,
But I know you can't come home 'till they're singing,

Laa, la la la, la la la,
[Both]
'Till everyone is singing,
Laa, la la la, la la la,
[Guy]
If you can wait 'till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last,
La la laaaaa
If you can wait 'till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past,
Well it might be for the best.

[Girl]
You know you can't give me what I need,
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can wait through everything.

[Guy]
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again,
And don't you dare say we can just be friends,
'Cause I'm not some boy you can sway
[Both]
We knew it'd happen eventually.

[Guy]
Laa, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing,
Laa, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing,
Laa, la la la, la la la [If you can wait till I get home]
Now everybody's singing,
Laa, la la la, la la la [I swear that we can make this last]
If you can wait till I get home [Laa, la la la, now everybody's singing, laa, la la la, la la la]
Then I swear that we can make this last [Now everybody's singing, laa, la la la, la la la]




I wrote who I needed to about the press pass.
Let's just hope this nice lil' lady responds SOON.
Pray for me! :]

I really just need to learn how the fuck to obtain a press pass.
Because I really wanna shoot the A Day To Remember show on the 30.
FUCK.
Ugh.
This shit is hard, haha.

INCUBUS WAS AAAAAAMAAAAAZZZZIIIIIINGGGG
BEST NIGHT OF MY FUCKING LIFE DUDE.
FOR REAL.

I did it.
I'm graduated.

Project graduation was so much fun!
Michelle is on her way home! :)
GRADUATION TOMORROW, AAAGHHH!!

HIGH.

Today is the day, and I'm excited.
Ashley's coming with me, oh boy :)

Aubree, I love you.

omg, im so fucking excited. i get to go visit uncle scotty in july in oklahoma :D :D :D :D i wish i could for spring break, that'd b better, but its okay. im just so excited to see him!!! even if it is only for a few days. im excited to move to fenton when i graduate, i cant effing wait, frreal. ive been hanging out wit ashley and aubree almost every weekend, and i love it! not too much is going on...


only 61 more days..

AHHH OH MY FUCKING GOD!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
OH MY FUCKING GOD DUDE IM FREAKING OUT AND SO IS ASHLEY
SO FUCKING ALL SHALL PERISH POSTED A BULLETIN SAYING THEY NEEDED THEIR HAIR CUT
SO FUCKIN I RESPONDED AND WAS LIKE HEY MY FRIEND CUTS HAIR, BLAH BLAH BLAH, AND I DIDNT THINK THEY'D RESPOND
WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT
THEY DID
SAID THEY COULD GET ASHLEY AND I IN FOR FUCKING FREE AND MOTHER FUCKING BACKSTAGE, AND GAVE US JOSH'S NUMBER SO ASH COULD CALL.
ASH CALLED, AND MOTHER FUCKER, WE'RE IN!!!
WERE GOING TO DETROIT THIS WEEKEND AND WE'LL BE CHILLIN WITH ALL SHALL PERISH!
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
AND THEN ASH STARTED TEXTIN JOSH AND THEN I'VE BEEN TALKING TO THEM ON MYSPACE
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
WE'RE SHAKING
WERE SO EXCITED
WE'VE BEEN SCREAMING
WE'VE BEEN DRINKIN VICTORY BEER
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
OH MY FUCKING GOD
AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have to move to fenton this summer...
yes, have to.
long story.
havent told everyone yet.
ughh :/

GAAAAAH IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!
i cant fuckin wait, im stealin aubrie for the evening and then we're gonna get kidnapped by ashley, YAAAYY!!!

I know what I want to do in life, and what I want, I just have to figure out how to get there...

I can't take this shit anymore... I might be single reaaaal soon.

Well, we're almost to Bay City coming back from Chicago, so I figured I had plenty of time to do a quick entry. So, after getting lost, we finally got to Indiana, then Illinois. We had to drive about an hour past Chicago to drop my bro and his friend off at our Aunt Kristie's. We got their navigation system, and were on our way!

My sister gave me some 357's, which is basically synthetic speed, which made me start to freak the fuck out, man. Holy shit, I felt like I could run a marathon. Plus I smoked some 'peanut butter' which made me go even fuckin crazier. We were driving through downtown Chicago, and I was so pumped, we drove by the Sears Tower and shit, and I was like "holy shit man, we're in fuckin Chicago man, we're gonna go walk around". well, we met up with the californian's at white castle, because they don't have one in Cali.

the dumb fucks dressed like it was SPRING TIME and ashley's bf didnt even bring any socks. not to mention the way the dress anyways, with their pants like two inches cut off from their ankles and are skin tight with their little vans. they look kinda gay, haha, and with their accent, they sound gay.

So we went and found a motel for them, and i was freakin out cuz i was really high, and kinda pissed cuz i wanted to go fuckin adventure and take sweet pics! ash and anthony went to go humpy, and stacy and i hung out with the boys.

we compared accents for like almost two hours, and watched adult swim. they were cool dudes. jared was way fucking hot, and they had like an ounce of dope, but i missed the invite to toke any cuz i was already fucked up and not listening, so it was probably a good thing i didnt.

anyways, so we didnt get back to my aunts till 4 am their time (theyre an hour behind), and woke up at 7:30 their time so we can leave. and now we're almost to bay city. stace said we're gonna come back soon so we can explore. just as long as we dont end up in the projects again ahah.

i think we're roadtripping to cali this summer, FUCK YEAH. oh, and whats even better about this trip... my parents have no idea i came down here, ahahah. kk im out.

So life has been sweet lately. I've been spending a lot of time with Ashley, and Greg, and Pookie. I've been busy with photoshoots like crazy. I even have a photoshoot lined up with the President of the Gypsy Queens MI Chapter!

So my sister Stacie called me, and Tuesday she wants to go get matching tattoos :D. I'm really excited, she said she'd pay. AND! She has a new man who owns a tattoo shop in Detroit, and come to find out, he is best friends with the sinner of H2O! Well, H2O and Dropkick Murphys are gonna be here on March 3, soooo you know what that means. Of course you do!! We're going, aaand totally partying with them afterwords ;). I, personally, am so fucking excited!!

I love life, it's beautiful :)

Some of my friends are shitty.
This may sound cliche, and dumb, but....
I really have a strong urge to get married.
I'm odd for that?

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so, we're on our way to the concert. and im really pissed, because we are being forced to listen to fucking dr. dre, and shit, and we dont want to, but dannys orders. oh, now between the buried and me. i can deal.

i just want today to be a good day, and so far it hasnt been that great. the weather is poopie, and its only gonna get worse, andit did. of course. ugh. its like a bi polar day today, shpoop. im hungry.

we're in standish :) its only noon. fuck. we have to be in fenton to go to my aunts. grrr. we left way too late. im stressin'.

i love ashley though :)

soooo
spur of ze moment
im on mah way to hale
im gettin mo' inkkk bahah

i went xmas shopping today
with mah and gma
i had lotsss of fun :D
i got everyone covered
so.
im happy

I GET TO SEE KELSEY!!!!